Azy The Bomb

2010-01-10T00:52:00.000-08:00

"felt the loneliness even in a room full of friends..."

How dare you look for sympathy on FB. I distinctly remember the reason you gave when you broke up with me - "I feel like I need to be alone now..."

YOU asked for it. It was YOUR choice, YOUR decision. YOU wanted to be alone. So don't go around asking for sympathy for something YOU wanted so badly.

What cruel games are you playing?

On a brighter note, I am in love with Ubin and I want to go back again :D

2009-12-23T07:33:00.000-08:00

Blue Eyes - Eric Clapton

I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever.
But now forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heaven's gone away
And I'm out in the cold.

'Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldn't see it,
I guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you.

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

Yes, I shouldn't have.

2009-12-19T06:37:00.000-08:00

I'm sure this is borderline animal abuse :D

2009-12-15T07:44:00.000-08:00

PETEHPOOP Abandoned Railway Track

Oh gosh. Tmr is so near!! I've been looking forward to this for quite some time :D

P.S Wish you had autoroam.. Come home safe ok? :)

2009-12-14T09:28:00.000-08:00

Just one small slip in my judgement and I had to pay dearly during the entire night. Dammit, it is so not worth it. I constantly had to reassure myself tt it wasn't real and tt it was only a nightmare... No more. NO MORE.

So to cheer me up, I spent the entire day watching season 1 of the Big Bang Theory :D

Made my day :)

I cannot wait for Wednesday... It's going to be the beginning of a very loooong 18 months :))

P.S Awaaaak, come home quick! I know I'll regret saying this but I miss you annoying the hell out of me before I sleep and after I wake up :) Friday cepat come!!

2009-12-13T07:06:00.000-08:00

Here are some of the photos from the shoot in Sentosa. Nas, you look gorgeous and the setting was awesome. It was worth the tiring hike uphill (Nas had to do this with full makeup on) and an hour in Vivo toilet doing her makeup.

And PETEHPOOP had our latest outing to an abandoned railway track found by our incredibly awesome location scouter, Nad :)

And on an even higher note:

Hey boy I would of thought that when you left me
I'd be broken with my confidence gone.. So bummed..
Hey boy I would of thought that when you said that you don't want me
I'd feel ugly and sense something was wrong
Standing in front of the mirror.. My skin's never been clearer
My life's never been brighter

I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
Done with your lies
Baby now my tears dried
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good, I look so good without you
I look so good, I look so good without you

:)

P.S I hope you have fun on your trip and I can't wait for you to come back on the 18th :)

2009-11-29T04:40:00.000-08:00

I think these shoes are gorgeous.. But I don't know where to buy them :(

Oh gorgeous heels, where art thou? Thee needs thy on thee's feet pronto. Haha.

2009-11-28T02:19:00.000-08:00

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

I can't wait for after my exams :)

2009-11-23T01:38:00.000-08:00

So I stuck my middle finger to the world, to the world, TO THE WORLD.

(and when I say world, I mean you)

2009-11-20T08:12:00.000-08:00

Excuse the picture, I'm just happy :))

I know I've said this before, but I'll say it again:

I walked with a smile when I looked around and saw how beautiful the world looks like after it rains. Fresh and recharged. Kind of how I feel now..

I think this signals a new beginning for me. All the hurt, confusion and tears have been washed away leaving me stronger and much happier :)

I'm looking forward to so many things :))

2009-11-16T23:18:00.000-08:00

We missed you Nas!!! Hope you're feeling better today :))

2009-11-16T03:07:00.000-08:00

I feel soooo much better today. To all who has helped me, given me sound advice, words of wisdom amd support, Thank you <3

2009-11-15T19:27:00.000-08:00

You know what? I actually feel pretty good today :)

I hope I'm progressing..

I've asked my sister to change my password on Facebook so that I would FOCUS on studying and not log into FB after 5 minutes of studying each time. Hahaha. It's working, but it's hard to stop my fingers from clicking on my internet button and typing in facebook.com then realise, Alamak! No password la deyy. Hahaha. The addiction has gotten that bad :P

Nvm, after the 4th, I'll be back to love Facebook again. Hohoho.

Korang dua! You're late! Cepat come! :)

2009-11-15T01:04:00.000-08:00

Someone You Used To Know - Zee Avi

A beautiful song.

It was helpless anyway
There's nothing much we could do or say
Darling don't you think it's a shame?
that it had to end this way

So here's to say goodbye,
our love is lost, and we cant figure why
maybe it really is about time
that we finally made up our minds

So Darling, here's to you
i hope that when you find someone new
that she would always be true to you
to love and understand you

Soon you'll build new memories
then slowly you'd forget about me
then i would slowly be
a distant memory

Soon i'll just be
that someone you used to know
But darling you will thank me
for letting you go
time is not for wasting
i hope you'll find your intended
But i'm sorry
that your intended isn't me

it's not an easy thing
to shake off our history
i know that's what you want from me
but they will always stay with me

i admit i made mistakes
but darling with you it's just the same
if we stay there will be more to make
i dont know how much more we can take

Darling, it would be unfair
to stay with something no longer there
its not that i no longer care
i'd feel like a burden you cannot bear

2009-11-14T17:55:00.000-08:00

I keep having dreams about you calling me, talking to me, asking me how my day was, telling me stuff. And when I wake up, I have to deal with the fact that you're not there. And it's tough. I hate waking up.

I wonder how you're doing on your side.. If you're going through the same thing too... I doubt so. You seem so calm, so unpreturbed by everything. I wish I could ignore my emotions too, hide them from the world, keep them surpressed so that I wouldn't cry myself to sleep everynight trying to forget you, so that I'd stop dreaming about you when I sleep, so that I wouldn't think of you when I wake up.

Gosh, this is hard.

I guess it's time for me to be a big girl, to take that step forward with both eyes looking ahead instead of stumbling around because I keep looking back over my shoulder.

"We can be friends" - I doubt so.

I'm sorry I can't be your friend. There's too much emotions involved. I'll be ok because I've got my support system all there, ready to catch me when I fall. I won't be able to take care of you like I used to, so I made sure there were some people who'll take care of you when I'm gone. Don't worry, your best interests are always in my heart.

Goodbye friend, brother, lover, confidante.. You will always be in my prayers.

2009-11-13T23:32:00.000-08:00

It still hurts.

I woke up with an even heavier heart. When will the pain stop?

Tell me you hate me, tell me I was the worst, tell me I treated you badly. Give me hate, give me spite, give me bitterness because I can use that to build the wall around my heart to keep it safe. But by telling me that you still love me, prevents me from building that wall, from keeping my heart safe and worst of all, it makes me feel.

I don't want to feel.

It gives me hope. Something I don't want to have because I know I'll be weak enough to believe in it. And in the end, I'll be left broken even more.

There is no future. You said so yourself. But you also said that we'll make our relationship work. Which one do I believe?

Make the pain stop. Please.

2009-11-12T17:47:00.000-08:00

Where do I even begin?

The pain in my heart is unimaginable. I was expecting to be crushed, but this is devastation. Crying myself to sleep only helped temporarily because when morning came, I woke up with a heavy heart and a weird churning feeling in me. It's only now that I realise what it was; Loneliness.

I offered to return your jacket. The one which kept me warm when I was cold. The one which felt like a comforting hug when I needed it most. The one which I wore when I missed you.

But you told me to keep the jacket. The one which kept me warm when I was cold. The one which felt like a comforting hug when I needed it most. The one which I wore when I missed you.

I can't. I'm not strong enough yet. I can deal with hatred or spite or bitterness, but I cannot deal with sadness and a broken heart. The memories, the longing, make them disappear so that my heart won't hurt, so that I won't feel broken.

Numb the pain, rip it out, burn this feeling that's consuming me because I don't want to feel anymore. Too much pain. Too much.

It's like you can't breathe properly because all the wind has been sucked right out of you. Leaving you struggling to breathe and a palpitating heart. Leaving you with this empty, hollow feeling. Leaving you lonely and abandoned.

22 November - 8mth anniversary.
I couldn't bring myself to erase it off. I was looking forward to it too much. It took me 3 tries before I could open my diary to the date, because each time I saw it, the pain grew stronger and I had to close the diary as the tears doubled. There was too much emotion felt.

Would you cry if I told you I still love you? Would you cry if I showed you your msgs which I kept. Would you cry if I reminded you of the good times?

Only time will heal.. God is great, He won't give you any test you can't handle. Have faith and believe you can do it. I can get through this. I must.

To Wanying, Nad and Hussein, thank you for answering my call last night, for lending me a listening ear even though I was sobbing and could barely string 2 words together, for being there during my darkest moment.

To Nas for putting everything aside to rush down to meet me, for giving me sound advice, for always being the one to pick up the broken Azy pieces, for letting me see the truth I've been hiding from myself.

To Farhan for trying to cheer me up, for giving me support when I was at my weakest.

To all my girls who let me cry on their shoulders, I love you all many many. Thank you for everything. I wouldn't be the same without all of you <3

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

:(

2009-07-29T21:34:00.000-07:00

WHY I CANNOT POST PICTURES??? URGH!

2009-07-10T09:15:00.000-07:00

I think the 2 watches are so purrrdddyyyyy... I'll get one of 'em some day.

Insya'Allah.

2009-07-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

X: Goodbye sayang :)
Z: Goodbyee :)
X: I missed you.
Z: I missed you too
*hugs* and I start to walk away
X: Yang!
Z: Yes?
X: I forgot to tell you something..
Z: What is it?
X: I love you :)

I love you too <3

2009-05-13T00:34:00.001-07:00

How long has this shop been opened?

Quite long. About maybe 2 years?

That's not long. Long is number of years that I have been waiting for someone like you to come into my life.

I love you too.

2009-05-07T05:38:00.000-07:00

You know you can call off a bluff when you see this:

2009-04-22T08:20:00.000-07:00

My two pillars of strength

Ok, they may look like they're the most unstable-est pillars you could ask for, but as mentally unsound as they look, they're the world's bestest friends. And they're pretty deep too. Haha.

I love korang dua to the max too. Because we're so similar yet so different at the same time (:

2009-04-19T09:33:00.000-07:00

At 12:40am I received a call...

"Sayang, do you love me?"
"Of course! What kind of question is that?"
"Don't change ok?"
"I won't sayang"
"I love you"
"I love you too"

And I really do <3

2009-04-01T03:55:00.000-07:00

I love Amirah's Grill. It's the perfect place to chill. AND HEY! IT RHYMES! Hahahaha.

Korang, remember the corner we had for Nas's surprise birthday celebration?? IT'S GONE. They changed it to seats. No more raised platform/amben. SO BORING. But the Queen's Room is niiiice. Boleh tidooooo. Tadi kita tidoooooooooo. Best one hour of sleep I've had in days.

Awak, if you're reading this, I love you :)

2009-03-26T20:06:00.000-07:00

People like this really exist??

my name is andy a foringer man from Lb , would like to meet u and have fun with u , i'm in SG now !!! my phone is 84223919, i saty in 5 star hotel in Craom Plaza hotel in Airport T3, we could have a great fun...and can do anything for u baby , lick u eat ur pussy ,i have a sexy body , big dick , by the way my sex skill is veryvery great

Hello foringer from Lb, if your sex skill (only one skill ah?) is as good as your grammer and spelling, then no thanks ah. Big dick or no big dick.

Hi ...
I hope to be warm friends

I am, and you forever

You and me to be forever

I'm a young Kuwaiti romantic

And I would like to know the beautiful girl like you

this my email :

kuwait.egypt@hotmail.com

add me please ...

Warm friend? No thanks, I like my friends hot :D But the second and third line killed me. WHAT is the comma for? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME??

hello how re you pls can we hold friends?if yes kindly send ur email address so we can chat take god care of ur self hope to read ur reply

First warm, now hold friends. Where has the romance gone? And yes, I'll take God care of myself, no worries, you go learn how to spell first ok?

2009-03-26T08:42:00.000-07:00

A bodoh beyond bodoh conversation between Nas and Azy:

.: Azlyna :.got a call that jolted her out of bed and out of the house with no make up on. says:
BESOK AWAK WANT TO PARTY?
.: Azlyna :.got a call that jolted her out of bed and out of the house with no make up on. says:
HAHAHAHA
Nas Pants says:
WHAt?!!!
Nas Pants says:
ada alcohol?
Nas Pants says:
takder kita tanak
Nas Pants says:
hahaha
.: Azlyna :.got a call that jolted her out of bed and out of the house with no make up on. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
.: Azlyna :.got a call that jolted her out of bed and out of the house with no make up on. says:
NASIRAH MANSOR!
.: Azlyna :.got a call that jolted her out of bed and out of the house with no make up on. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
.: Azlyna :.got a call that jolted her out of bed and out of the house with no make up on. says:
there will be hot chicks though!

We verrrryyy have our priorities. Especially Nas.

2009-03-17T05:24:00.000-07:00

Have you noticed how green the grass is lately? :)

I think this signals a new beginning for me. All the hurt, confusion and tears have been washed away leaving me stronger and much happier.

I walked with a smile when I looked around and saw how beautiful the world looks after it rains. Fresh and recharged. Kind of how I feel now :)

2009-02-19T06:27:00.000-08:00

How kental were we? Let me count the ways :)

Dec 2007

Somewhere in 2007. Lai was scaring us by calculating how much time we had left to the A's. But you could tell how fascinating we thought that was.

Whenever one of us didn't come to school, we'd send an mms like this saying " Halal Twinity misses Nas Pants!" :)

You can probably tell that Nas comes to school veryyyy often.

First 3 months in JC and our forced friendship :)

Still ugly in 2007

Look at our clean plate. I miss our Nasi Banjir.

2006 and our first pay!

Halal Twinity misses Nad :)

First 3 months and already good friends.

Self explanatory.

2006 National Day

On one of our few field trips.

Celebrating Nas's 17th birthday!

CANTEEN CUTIES. HAHAHAHA.

Nas, why didn't you come to school ah?

2007 where we were forced to run 3km. BOO.

URA in 2006

CELEBRATING NAS'S 17TH BIRTHDAY

2009-02-12T05:55:00.000-08:00

You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus:]
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me

Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby
I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand

Boy
My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the lies
It's up to you
Cause heaven knows
I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love
Yeahhhh
Ohh

Forget about me
I really loved you...

2009-02-12T05:01:00.000-08:00

You know the feeling when your heart tightens in your chest before plummeting deep down into the abyss which is your soul? When you feel it stop for a second before it starts to ache? I feel like someone's pulled the rug from beneath me and I'm still falling..

"I just got a gf."

How else could you have hurt me? Just when I thought I had no more tears left in me to cry over you.

2009-02-03T23:46:00.000-08:00

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all
Whoa-oh

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryn to erase you from my mind
'cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh they ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet because

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
Baby 'cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time

2009-01-31T22:45:00.000-08:00

I am a strong, independant woman...

BRING IN THE NEXT BOY!

Hahahahaha. I think I'm going hysterical..

2009-01-26T22:42:00.000-08:00

I love Tagged. They let me meet all sorts of INTERESTING people.

Exhibit A:

hi how are you? i want be afriend my name hamza and im intersting to you bez i read your profile im looking for seroius realation if we know each other ok im 43y in qatar add me hamzaawad66@yahoo.com or hamzaawad66@hotmail.com ok for seroius long realation to have love and sex in our romantic life i know you ladyboy im intersting we can meet in my vacation in march ok contact me if u seeking Serious relation
-Ali H

This man has probably never heard of punctuations before. Probably the longest sentence I have ever read. And LADYBOY?? WHO YOU CALLING A LADYBOY?? DO I LOOK LIKE A MAN TO YOU? Seroiusly.

Exhibit B:

hi dear nice to meet u here. i like to be ur friend if you accept me as ur friend. I also would like to give u very special feet massage which is unforgettable for u if u give me one chance to serve ur feets. hope to hear from you very soon dear
-Aadee G

This is a first. A man who'd willingly massage my feet.. And how many feets do I have seh?? I bet he's have the time of his life massaging all my feets.

Exhibit C:

hie how are u?? hope u are fine there and doing well?? can i get to know u?? can we be friends?? care for intro???hie i m sham..working as Flight Coordinator in changi airport..i m open minded,easy going person, modern, social, enjoy ... u look great , sweet and preety... can i get to know u and be ur friend??? if you dont mind can i have ur number??? it will be more easy to keep touch and contact rather them ym... i dont ym and i massage and wait for ur reply it will take time but if sms or call much faster to contact... if u dont feel like to gave to me or dont have much trust on me then its okay........ We met upon the internet, My heart you did not have yet. I sit and wait each day, for the song my heart will soon play. Of laughter, love and tears, You have washed away all my fears. To be my friend and see so deep, I now know why I don't get much sleep. I have waited through all these years, To find something to hold so dear. And now I know I'll never be Blue, For I have found a true friend in you
- Shams S.

His ??? after every sentence makes him sound VERY hysterical. Can I get to know you?? Can I?? Can I???? And what's with the random poem???

Exhibit D:

Hi! Ni hao! Hai!

My name is Artur, I am from Poland (Europe Union), I am teacher of German (PhD), journalist and photo reporter. I speak German, English, Russian, Czech, Italian and my mother language, Polish. I search a serious girlfriend from Singapore. The age difference, skin color, race, religion, nationality and the size is for me not important in the friendship and in the love. And for you? Are you free? Do you like to have a boyfriend from Europe? I want to visit you and invite you to Poland. But I hope, you will write me, you are beautiful and sexy!!!!!!!!!!

- Artur

His NI HAO killed me. EXCUSE ME PhD HOLDER, just because I'm from Singapore, does NOT make me Chinese. And what do mean if I'm free?? Firstly, I'm not even for sale and even if I was, I don't come cheap and I doubt you can afford me.

Exhibit E:

I now have Love strong and real. Love has decided to take me. It has torn down the walls of pain built by the past. It has taken on the issue of trust and has built the foundation that will outlast ten lifetimes. Love heals the scars left on my heart from so many times, so many trials, so many errors. Unconditional now exist, anything and forever now exist. Love has torn down my guards and exploited my defense. Love has found me in the darkness of loneliness. I am open and giving myself completely. . . vulnerable yet free. And as I look across this alter in your eyes. I see love looking back at me. As the journey for love comes to a pleasant end, tears begin to flow and we are able to say. . . finally.
- Quincy

Uhh... Thanks.

Exhibit F:

hi how ru ? i,m Rocky from kl... ..
i have seen ur profile u r soo nice and cte i want to be ur friend.. will u be my good frined... where ru living,,,,, nice looking ,, soo cuteekeep in tuch bybye
thx...well i wanna say something about ur beauti and ur sweetness please accept this small words from my pure hearts, ur pics are really sooooooooooo amazing.

dear, Now really i miss u so much,u know, coz ur pic made me mad, its really awesome, and u r looking sooooooooooooooooooo beautiful as Miss Singaporen, cute as Singaporen Princess , sweet as honey, nice as pretty angel. u look like the princess of butterfly, the queen of Jasmine flower. actually the words of dictionary cant explain ur beauti, i am jus speakless, if i write whole of life narrating ur beauti, i will die but ur sweetness wont be end, ur eyes are jus like diomand pearls, the sky is feeling jealoous beause its two beautiful star u take as it becomes ur eyes, i wish and i dream that i can see this Masterpiece of the GOd, beauti of universe live with my naked eyes.

with best and sweet regards
Rocky...

Rocky Rocky... Who can ever forget you. I'm speakless.

2009-01-23T02:20:00.001-08:00

No other feeling beats looking at old baby photos :))

2009-01-20T21:03:00.001-08:00

I hope I'm overreacting...

2009-01-20T01:04:00.000-08:00

This week has been an emotional week for me. The feelings, the confusion, the conflicting emotions.

Too much.

I found myself tearing up during History lecture and it wasn't because of the touching speech LKY made about Singapore not being a nation yet, but because I was on Facebook (very paying attention, I know) and reading comments that really made me feel insecure.

I blamed this first on my period, knowing that the hormones were making me too emotional. So I let it go. But now that my hormones are more or less balanced, I have nothing else to blame.

We used to meet almost every other day, but now it's been a week and I'll probably not see you for another week again. What changed?

We used to talk on MSN and webcam everynight, and on nights that we don't, you'd at least call. But now, I barely get a goodnight message from you. What changed?

You used to sms me every other hour, asking me what I was up to, but now, my handphone could probably remain silent the whole day if I don't message you first. What changed?

You told me you've never felt this way before.

What changed?

So now, I feel like I've been left stranded without a lifeline. This is J1 all over again. I know what this cold spell means. I've felt it before. And I know how it ends. Don't tell me that nothing's changed.

I'm crying in Starbucks and I bet I look stupid. So taaa.

2008-12-27T18:24:00.000-08:00

And when I thought no one could be worse than Rocky, there was Ham...

to my little cute puffy fish......
(hehe)the curse of ur beauty hav made the ocean so beauty blue,
without you, there'll be no waves to carry ur love which makes everyone stick like glue,
even the coldest region can feel ur warmth whn ur wave of love & beauty sweep the shores...........
(awak is jahat)
here i am talking about you,trying to be better than that dodol guy
coz i'm so cruel who wants..all of you to be mine....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. How jahat can he get sehh... Hahahaha. Poor Rocky, he doesn't know we're all making fun of him...

2008-12-24T05:15:00.000-08:00

Message:
iam muthu i would like to friendship wit u can? if u like plz reply we cn meet..iam waiting for ur reply thank u

I mean SERIOUSLY?? Tagged is scary. Look:

All today. My goodness.

2008-12-24T03:20:00.000-08:00

Tagged is freaky. I get RANDOM guys sending me msgs. Like this one:

hi how ru ? i,m Rocky from kl... ..
i have seen ur profile u r soo nice and cte i want to be ur friend.. will u be my good frined... where ru living,,,,, nice looking ,, soo cuteekeep in tuch bybye
thx...well i wanna say something about ur beauti and ur sweetness please accept this small words from my pure hearts, ur pics are really sooooooooooo amazing.

dear, Now really i miss u so much,u know, coz ur pic made me mad, its really awesome, and u r looking sooooooooooooooooooo beautiful as Miss Singaporen, cute as Singaporen Princess , sweet as honey, nice as pretty angel. u look like the princess of butterfly, the queen of Jasmine flower. actually the words of dictionary cant explain ur beauti, i am jus speakless, if i write whole of life narrating ur beauti, i will die but ur sweetness wont be end, ur eyes are jus like diomand pearls, the sky is feeling jealoous beause its two beautiful star u take as it becomes ur eyes, i wish and i dream that i can see this Masterpiece of the GOd, beauti of universe live with my naked eyes.

with best and sweet regards
Rocky...

NONSENSE. My goodness. Talk about cut and paste template... Sheesh. Love the grammer too.

2008-12-13T17:23:00.000-08:00

You would think you'd enjoy watching half naked, oiled, hot bodied men pose on stage for 3 hours. But trust me, I nearly died.

Of boredom that is. HAHA. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING???

Oklaaa... Maybe I was bored because I was biased :P

2008-11-29T07:47:00.000-08:00

THIS IS MY 100th POST! WOOHOO!!

And I bet the previous 99 posts definitely showed how deep and intelligent Ireally am.

Hah.

But anyhow, I went to Flea.Fly.Flo.Fun at Home Club todaaaaaay. Surprisingly, there weren't many shops set up... Weird.

So it was quite boring. But I bought the PERFECT beach dress for 5bux. I can't wait to wear it. HAHA. KORANG! WHEN ARE WE GOING TO THE BEACH??

Peektures!!

Someone left their 7 year old boy by the river.

A very attractive damsel.

Trying to show me how sepet my eyes are.

We waved at tourists on boats and felt really proud.

SO BLOODY FUN.

2008-11-21T19:09:00.000-08:00

I'm studying and when I look out of my window and I see this:

How can the sky do this to meeee?? All I feel like doing is going to the beach, bentang my tikar and sleep my day away.

DAMN YOU GORGEOUS SKY.

And screw you readings.

2008-11-18T22:20:00.000-08:00

I'm watching Hiroshima Mon Amour now and all I can think of is WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. THIS FILM DOES NOT MAKE ANY SENSE.

Okthanksbye.

2008-11-16T06:40:00.000-08:00

I miss being a kid.

Poor Uncle Djengot...

2008-11-14T20:32:00.000-08:00

Me and Farahin during Secondary school days and Uni... SO LAIN.

2008-11-11T00:12:00.000-08:00

HERE I AM IN HISTORY LECTURE. DOING NOTHING BENEFICIAL. And this shows how much I love History.

2008-11-10T20:43:00.000-08:00

We tried the BK Quad Stacker at Vivo yesterday. Oklah, I didn't. But I made Hambaly eat it. HAHA. The plan was that the both of us try a Quad stacker each, but the burger is HUGE! So I sneaky sneaky changed my order. Look at my honest, trustworthy face:

My Mushroom Swiss single compared to a Quad Stacker. Looks very pathetic...

LOOK AT HOW JAHAT BOYS CAN GET.

THIS MORNING A CHIKOPEK WINKED AT ME!! I WAS SO ANGRY!! He was AT LEAST 35. MINIMUM. Ew. I felt like throwing something at the back of his balding head.

AND GUESS WHAT! I WOKE UP AT 10.15 TODAY! Lecture starts at 12 and I'm suppose to leave home by 10.15. But amazingly, I woke up quite calmly. HAHA.

2008-11-10T06:02:00.000-08:00

Schedule for the week:

Tuesday: End at 3. Nothing planned.
Wednesday: No school. Lunch with Farhan the Bestfriend and then gg to CGH to visit his mommy.
Thursday: No school but going to school to study Lit. BOO.
Friday: Bio test. Nothing planned.
Saturday: Maybe Tanglin flea market.
Sunday: ZOUK FLEA MARKET AND CONFIRM SHOPPING DAY WITH NAD AND NAS.

Exams are in 14days and I haven't even started.

Monday: Study Bio
Tuesday: Study Bio
Wednesday: Do Malay readings summary
Thursday: Die doing Lit and revise Bio
Friday: Malay studies
Saturday: Malay studies
Sunday: OFF DAY, I DON'T CARE.
Monday: Lit
Tuesday: Geog (H)
Wednesday: Geog (P)
Thursday: Soci
Friday: Soci

I can do this. I think.

2008-11-08T21:47:00.000-08:00

Like my new layout? :D

2008-11-08T01:07:00.000-08:00

My love is like a red red rose.
God, I how I hate Lit.

Trying to achieve the vintage look.

My first rose :)

2008-11-06T02:25:00.000-08:00

Nas: I have stupid friends.

Azy: (deeply offended) EEYYY!! YOUR FREINDS ARE INTELLIGENT OKAAAAYYYY...

Nas: Yes, I am very sure you are right, "freind"

It was like shooting myself in my foot.

2008-11-04T06:22:00.000-08:00

Terms and Conditions
on joining the halal trinity clan.

member must:
1) be a girl
2) love planning outings that never come true
3) get deliriously happy doing number 2
4) aim to embarrass fellow clan members by embarrassing oneself first
5) have incredulously high self-exteem that don't make sense
6) colour code outfits with other clan members according to special occasions
7) had nasi banjir at least once in her lifetime
8) must know each other's passwords
9) member must be either nad, nas or azy.

2008-11-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS NAS PANTS!!

I'm so happy for you :)

I hope you're not angry at me for posting this :)

2008-11-01T03:54:00.000-07:00

I'm so pooped but padahal I woke up at 10, then went out to the factory sale for Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, Warehouse and Miss Selfridge, ate early dinner and went home. I've kiiiiiiiind of finished my Lit essay. But haven't even started my Malay essay.

My entries have been COMPLETELY meaningless. And I thought I would sound smarter in uni.

2008-10-29T09:01:00.001-07:00

Two 1000 word essays by Monday. And I haven't started yet.

I'm screwed.

2008-10-22T00:17:00.001-07:00

And I cannot think beyond single sentences.

2008-10-22T00:15:00.000-07:00

T2 Starbucks is the best place to study :)

2008-10-21T03:08:00.000-07:00

Someone smells nice in the library.

2008-10-21T02:40:00.000-07:00

DEADLINES:

28th - Sociology
29th - Malay term paper 2500 words
3rd - Malay workshop paper 1000 words
3rd - Literature 1000 words

Time to plan my schedule:

22nd - Morning driving. Afternoon Lit essay at the airport. Night Soci paper.
23rd - Airport. Morning Soci paper. Afternoon Lit essay
24th - Morning Malay workshop paper. Afternoon SHOPPING! Night dinner with Farhan.
25th - Morning kemas rumah. Afternoon cook. Night Malay workshop paper/fine tune Soci paper.
26th - KENDURI
27th - JALAN RAYA
28th - Hand in Soci paper. Fine tune Malay paper.
29th - Hand in Malay paper. Driving in the afternoon.

Good luck me.

2008-10-16T07:37:00.000-07:00

If anyone needs me, I'll be at the airport tmr.
Studying.
Alone.

2008-10-15T21:59:00.000-07:00

JALAN RAYA THIS SUNDAAAAAAAAAY!! What time korang wanna meet? :)

My open house is on the 26th, lepas asar, COME OKAY? If you're reading this, you're invited :)

2008-10-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

I had driving today. Finally I've learnt how to park!! Watch out world, I'm unstoppable now. Haha. Then I met Farhan at Ikea to buy kakak's picture frame and off the CGH to visit his mummy. Ate at Eastpoint, went back to CGH, watched as Farhan got bantai-ed by his nephew.. I'm so scared of that kid. Haha. Went to Century Square, ate somemore. Then went home. PENAT SEH.

End of my meaningless entry.

2008-10-11T02:01:00.000-07:00

Ran away from my workshop and GOING FOR MY CHALET!! I so have my priorities straight.

2008-10-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

Watched House Bunny with Farhan, SarahAnn and Ali at town tadi. The movie was oklaaa... Quite funny. But I was mostly checking out the girls. HAHA. Anna Faris is HOT :D

Imsuchachikopek.

Ok Azlyna, NOTHING TO BE PROUD OF.

I think I have a gay bestfriend.

2008-10-09T18:49:00.000-07:00

DETAILS FOR THE CHALET:

BBQ starts at 6 but I have a workshop before that which ends at 8. How about we meet at Bugis MRT at around 8? Then we'll make our way to East Coast together:) Our chalet number is L9 and L10.

I'LL SEE YOU ALL TMR!! :)

2008-10-03T09:29:00.000-07:00

Boys Don't Cry ISASTUPIDSHOW.

IWASCRYINGATTHEEND.

WATCH IT.

Trust me, you'll hate boys after this.

2008-10-03T03:42:00.000-07:00

I think boys are stupid and dense.

2008-10-02T19:31:00.000-07:00

Lecturer: Who are the indigenous people of New Zealand?
Farhan: Kiwis.
Lecturer: Then for Malaysia?
Farhan: Mats.

Azy: Nad, how do you spell Hutu?
Nad: H-U-T-T-I
Azy: Huh? HUTU la!
Nad: H-U-T-T-I
Azy: THAT'S HUTTI!
Nad: OH!! H-U-TU-TU-Y

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I HAVE STUPID FRIENDS.

2008-09-29T01:52:00.000-07:00

The reason why all boys should be like Farhan:

-tiffanytwisted- says:
u want me to wait for u at the interchange wif an umbrella?
-tiffanytwisted- says:
i dont mind

He'd do all that for me, just because I forgot to bring my umbrella and was afraid that my laptop will get wet. Am i lucky or what? :)

2008-09-28T22:07:00.001-07:00

All alone in the school library, finding every excuse not to do my not-even-half-done-geog-project.

RAYA'S TMR TMR!! Fast eh? So how have I done this bulan puasa?

Gone terawih-ing almost every day

Puasa not full. For obvious girl reasons.

Watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall. HAHA. BATAL PUASA TEROK TU!! I remember last year me, Nad, Nas and Bev went to watch John Tucker Must Die during puasa oso. The extent of batal-ing our puasa last year PALES in comparison to mine this year. WHAT IS WITH ME?? HAHA.

Have I grown as a Muslim? I hope so.

Anyway, last Friday the 3 of us buka-ed puasa at GEEYYYLLLAAAAAAANG. Farah was suppose to join us, but she was pooped after painting her house. Its ok awak, we'll go jalan raya together :D

Met Nas first to check out her baju kurung at Joo Chiat, then Nad-the-boy met us. And like KIASU Singaporeans, we went to Teh Tarik at 6 to chope seats. HAHAHAHAHA. Typical Singaporean much?

One hour to kill, 3 girls and a camera:

We have finally succeeded in cutting Nad out :D

No, donwan.

Nad-the-boy. Self-explanatory.

NAD, SHADDUP! Affectionately, of course.

Going to Geylang again tmr night. All ready to tackle the crowd. With nerves of steel, urat dawai, tulang besi and kulit zinc, I shall come home in one piece.

Hopefully.

2008-09-27T09:06:00.001-07:00

You HAVE to watch this. Funny as hell

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkCNJRfSZBU

2008-09-26T06:49:00.000-07:00

NAD! SALE IS ON UNTIL SUNDAY! GOGOGO! I got myself a bag and 3 bras. HAHA. Have you been the the Robinsons expo sale yet?

Today's my daddy's birthday :) We woke him up at 00:00 to sing him his birthday song. I think he didnt know whether to strangle or hug us. So I guess he did both.

Oh, and I permed my hair today :D

2008-09-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

Our daily dose of rubbish:

2008-09-25T00:56:00.001-07:00

BEING STUCK AT HOME DOING PRESENTATION SLIDES IS NOT FUN.

Okaythanksbye.

2008-09-22T22:11:00.000-07:00

Last night was Astrid's bye-bye dinner at Novena's Magic Wok. Welcome to the EX-CLAN WOMAN!!

The young girls with Mama Jo :)

Ex and current TTSH Inpatient Pharmacy girls.

Highlight of the night:

"Azy! Say 'prawn pond' over and over again"
"Prawn pond prawn pond prawn pond pron pon pron pon pon pon pon pon PON PON POOOOONNNNNNNN POOOOOONNNNN!!!"

2008-09-22T21:45:00.000-07:00

OUR I-DONT-PAY-ATTN-IN-LECTURES SCRIBBLES! :D

Do not underestimate the power of spacing:

Yea maaaaaaan...

We were high on something...

My given chinese name by another father.

TODY! HAHAHAHA.

It was 'Hums while he pees", but knowing Nas and her hearing, Humps Wally Peas pon boleh jugak ah.

Nas's infatuation with Badminton Guy has reached stalker status.

We were talking about the importance of first impressions, then Jie Fang said:

A typical conversation with Ms Ng and Azy:

My version and her version. You decide.

HAHAHA.

Indeed.

Ah yes, how can we all forget the importance of that blank spot in my notes.

You can imagine this in conversation form.

Need I say more?

This pretty much sums up our friendship :)

2008-09-22T21:41:00.000-07:00

On Friday, the HllTrnty went to Bugis to SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!! Shoop-sup-bee-boop.

Total amount spent:
Nas - $96
Nad - $59
Azy - $55

Status of mission: DAMN accomplished

:D

Then we went to Sim Lim to CHILL. HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

We're so cooooooool.

2008-09-22T19:32:00.000-07:00

"I have not had late night talks since AGES ago, so it was really nice when I had one last night. Then we ended up swapping teka-teki jokes. The bacen told me a joke and forgot the answer"
-20th Feb

WHO THE HELL WAS I TALKING TO?? Ah, tu ah Azlyna, nak action mysterious konon, now you don't even know who you talked to. Padam muka. Haha.

I'm so stupid sometimes.

It's ok, I'm allowed to sound stupid on Fridays, Saturdays, Sundays, public holidays, after school, at night and in between classes :)

"Adik, what hotel is this?"
"10 minutes to 2"
...
(Kakak lifts hair away from my ear)
"I said: WHAT. HOTEL. IS THIS??"

"JC 1s, go to the assembly plaza, JC2s, you get the hor"
"We get the whore??"
"YES! WE GET THE WHORE!!"

Ms Sim: Nasirah, can you tell me what's the full name for El-Nino?
Nas: ...
Azy: (whispers) El-Ninokapala.
Nas: (triumphantly) EL-NINOKAPALA!!

In the bus and in a COMPLETELY baritone voice, Nad murmurs: Take a chill pill.
Azy: WHAT??
Nad: Huh? I said that out loud ah??

Ms Sim: Class, can you tell me why there's a baby boom after the war?
Nas: (softly) Price of condoms.
Nad: PRICE OF CONDOMS! (then immediately points to Nas)

"Some of the poles are keras"
"Huh? There are soft poles??"

2008-09-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

Just random stupid things said:

"Boiled Sprat"

"I CAN DROWN IN MY OWN OIL" (said with so much pride and conviction)

"Cream of pie?"
"CORN!"
"CORN OF PIE??!!"

"Ice-capped mountain"
"You skepped mountain?"
"ICE-CAPPED MOUNTAIN!!"
"You skepped mountain?? How can you skep a mountain?"

"A piece of sea coconut just slided down my throat!!"
"SLIDED??"
"Oh, slode eh?"

2008-09-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

Nad and Azy's Forced-Friendship Contract :)

In JC, she wrote this upside down so that no one could recognise her handwriting. And look at how she/'I' signed off. HOW ORIGINAL. Haha!

Then, she had to renew our contract in Uni cos the above one dah expired. On the bright side, her handwriting improved. But on the down side, her paper quality is much to be desired and LOOK AT 'MY' SIGNATURE!!! Priceless.

And this is the packaging it came in. BUDGET KAPAAA?? Haha!

Nad, I know we have our disagreements, especially about our choices of girls (HAHA. Pecah rahsia). But I still love you many many :)

2008-09-05T19:35:00.000-07:00

I present to you, OUR SONGKOK BOYS (proudly drawn by Nad and Azy)

2008-09-05T03:14:00.000-07:00

That was Nad by the way.

And this is what Uni students do in school:

Webcam each other when we're sitting at the same table.

2008-09-05T03:10:00.000-07:00

EVERYBAAAADI- AHHH
yeaaa
ROCK YOUR BOAR-DEE -AHHH
yeaaa
EVERYBAAADI-AHHH
rock your boar-dee right
BACK STREET'S BACK ORRITEE!

2008-09-01T09:00:00.000-07:00

So much bitching going on, it's scary. It's like blog wars...

I wonder if people bitch about me?

I think they do.

Damn :(

And girl, WE NEED TO TALK.

2008-08-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

We should get nas this:

2008-08-08T06:42:00.000-07:00

Ok, because I want to spend time with my friends and school's starting soon, here's my schedule for the next 2 weeks so that if you want to know when I'm free, you don't have to keep asking :)

Monday:
4-6: Lit lecture

Tuesday:
10-12: Bio lecture
12-2: Geog lecture

Wednesday:
NO SCHOOL

Thursday:
12-2: Sociology lecture
4-6: Malay studies lecture

Friday:
10-12: Bio lecture

Korang! When are we meeting? :(

2008-08-05T01:25:00.000-07:00

WE GOT A STALL AT FLEA.FLY.FLO.FUN. CONFIRMED!!! Nah, read this.

Stall Details

Stall operation hours: 4pm - 10pm. Setup Time: 3pm.
Should you prefer to setup later and/or leave earlier, please inform the organizers.
There are 2 areas for stalls, Indoors and Outdoors.
Allocation of stalls will be on a first-come-first-serve basis.
Stalls sizes will vary due to the furniture and setting of location.
However, each person will be given approx. 1.5m X 1.5m of space.
The space could be a table, couch + small table, several bar tables, etc.
Visit http://www.homeclub.com.sg for location details.
Tables and chairs will be provided. Clothes rack and Hangars will not be provided.
In case of rain, all stalls will be indoors.

Happenings

Indoors: Local indie groups will be spinning from 4pm. Sweetmusic.FM
Outdoors: Bring your iPod and dock it outdoors! ( 3 songs per person )

Complimentary

Each stall will receive 2 complimentary drinks and complimentary entry to the club after 10pm.
*Housepour / Beer / Non-Alcoholic Drinks only.

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Directions

Home Club is at 20 Upper Circular Road, B1-01/06, The Riverwalk.
Nearest MRT: Clarke Quay and Raffles Place
From Clarke Quay MRT: Exit gantry, turn left. Go up to street level.
Go to Underpass behind Cheers. The Riverwalk is at the other end of the underpass.
Walk through the underpass, after which, Jumbo Restaurant should be on your right.
Continue walking straight along the river, Home Club will be on your right.
From Raffles Place MRT: Exit gantry turn right. Exit for UOB Plaza.
Walk along the rivers of Boat Quay, where the pub "Penny Black" is.
Go towards the underpass where Coffee Bean is.
Pass through the underpass and it is Home Club on your left.

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What Should I Do Upon Arrival

There'll be a registration booth set up outside. Look for me (Terence) and we'll go on from there.
I will then arrange to show you the available spots and have you choose yours.
Note that it's on a first-come-first-serve basis.
DO NOT come before 3pm. We have our own setting up to do as well.
Fret not, there's no horribly bad spots. So don't panic :)

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It's My Virgin Flea! I Don't Know What to Do!

If you have trouble deciding on pricing/tagging/selling, here's an idea:
Group your items by the price you want to sell them at. (eg., $2 / $5 / $15..)
Pack them up in trash bags or boxes or gunny sacks or whatever you can find.
Bring them down, line up the bags the way you like and let the diggers dig!
This way, it saves time recalling the price!
Please prepare your own racks, table cloth, ground sheets, hangars, plastic bags.
Or anything else you want to decorate your stall with.
We will only provide the following. Space, Tables, Seats.
Flea.Fly.Flo.Fun is like a kampong (old village). There is no snatching or bitchiness.
We are all lovey sharing and nice. I have yet to see any participant not so.
So do keep yourself happy and smiling! If you have any issues, do inform me.

2008-07-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAH!! :)

I'm sorry you had a rotten 26th yesterday but I hope the surprise today was worth it!

Picture time!!

In the train in the way to siloso, Nad's stupid sweet made everyone's tongue blue. As you can tell, Nas was very embarassed. But Nad and Riane? DAMN proud.

Blowing up the balloons!

Nad was the official balloon tie-er. You can tell she's SO not lazy. Hahaha.

Mysterious Nas...

Tak pass seh my photographic skills.
Take 2! Not perfect, but at least we're all in.

WHAT WAS I DOING???

My first time wearing a dress in public :)

Nad's ULTRA cacat hair. Hahahahahahahaha.

Nad, trying to salvage her burok beyond burok hair. Haha.

Halal 3 at Sentosa!

AND PRESENTING THE BIRTHDAY GIRL (covered in streamers and soap suds).

Farah, her boyfriend and the pissed cleaner who had to sweep the streamers off the floor.

This was JUST before Nad whacked Riane in the face with her elbow/hand/bubble stick. HAHA.

Nobody panic! This black thing taking up 90% of the picture is actually Nas. Nas, you just HAD to ruin my picture eh.

Post-whacked Riane.

Happy Birthday Farah dear :)
-Love all of us

Queen for the day :)

Sery and Azie lighting the un-blow-out-able candles.

The cake melted but it still tasted goooood...

Lapar oei...

2008-07-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, on the way up the escalator from Orchard MRT to Tangs:

Me: Eh Nad, that guy quite cute eh? (points to a gorgeous, chiseled, picture perfect model on a poster)

Nad: (Briefly does a once-over on the poster and shrugs) Okla... (Turns away and EXCITEDLY exclaims) Eh Azy! That computer lawar eh!!

-_-''

Nad, what is WRONG with you?? Haha.

I've been going out non-stop seh!
Friday: Orchard with Nad, Farah and Sonam
Saturday: Orchard with my sister
Sunday: Expo and Parkway with my family
Monday: Orchard with Diane
Tuesday: Novena and Orchard with Nad

OMG. Bloody tiring laaaa...

2008-07-14T02:52:00.000-07:00

Today was SUPER tiring and my feet are dead.

Went to NUS for the medical check up with Diane and later, Nas who went with her Sec sch friend. Thank goodness they didn't take my blood! Like peeing in a cup wasn't a horrific enough. Its bloody embarrassing to walk into the room with the cup in your hand. Bloody hell.

We had to fill up the x-ray form when I came across this:

I am NOT pregnant
______________

I thought it was a yes/no question. So I turned to Diane, "So what do I put? Yes I am not pregnant or no I am not pregnant??"

Her answer? "Just put 'I agree with the above statement'".

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. HILARIOUS MAAAAAN. Padahal we were just suppose to sign on the line. How stupid. Future uni students ehh...

So anyway, after 2 years, I finally got to go out with Diane :) We went to Far East for lunch, then walked around trying to find nice earrings for the both of us. But somehow along the way, we abandoned that mission and bought shoes instead. We are SO focused la I swear. Met Shafar when we were in the process of deciding what shoes to buy, so he became mcm our consultant/shoe keeper cos me and Diane were happily leaving our own shoes all over the place. Bagus bagus. We went to about 6 shoe shops before settling on a pair each for 13.50. YEAY. No regrets! :)

Then we went to topshop wisma cos Diane wanted to go clothes shopping. It's my like THIRD time there la. I went once on friday, then saturday and now, monday. BLOODY HELL. Grabbed a few tops then spent about 30-45 minutes in the changing room. And yes, we left Shafar waiting outside for us. HAHA. Sorry awak, but thank you!! :))

We were completely beat after that and dragged our sorry asses back to Tamp with the office crowd. Besok I'm meeting Nad to go Novena to get her bloody shawl and Cotton On pumps. And most probably to Far East if I have my way. Haha.

Friday London Gang + Azy outing, next week HllTrnty pampering session.

MUSTDOLISTFORHLLTRNTY:

1. Go Chinatown night market
2. Sleepover
3. Scrapbook

Eh, only 3 things ke? Why like when we plan got alot of things ah Nad?

2008-07-11T07:21:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY I HAVE HAD IN AWHILE.

Went shopping with Nad, Farah and Sonam and we tackled SEVEN different major boutiques/shops within 2 1/2 hours. We are SO professional. Haha.

First we went to Zara, personally, not my my favourite shop cos I can't seem to find anything I like that DOESNT cost more than 50bucks. BUDDEN TODAY, I found a top for 30bucks AND I LOVE IT. And and and, Farah got a GORGEOUS LEATHER JACKET for 75bucks! Original price was 200+. Good job Farah! It's damn cool la, it doesn't zip at the middle front, it zips at the front side. DAMN cool.

Then we went into Mango, Cotton On and Forever21, nothing much. Quite disappointing.

So we went to TOPSHOP! Crazy sale. Me and Farah were grabbing clothes off the racks, but in the end, I only bought one top for 50bucks. Nad tried on this HIDEOUS skirt with huge ass pockets. I'm sorry Nad, you know I love you, I just hate the skirt. Haha :) Farah got a sleeveless top (very nice), a green swimsuit (love the green) and a rose hair clip.

Then, to Dorothy Perkins!! Which was actually the main reason why we went shopping, cos Nad wanted to buy a bag from DP and she actually abstained from buying anything else from any other shop just so that she can buy that bag. Haha. Good control Nad, tho I can't say the same for myself. Haha.

After everything, we felt SO tired. So we went to Coffee Bean at Borders to chill and people watch.

I wish everyday could be like this. No school, no stress, great sales, nice clothes, own money to spend, awesome company... Damn. 3 more weeks till school starts... Just when I was getting used to this lifestyle..

Next Friday London Gang + Azy going out again! Yeaaaaaay.

2008-07-07T02:56:00.000-07:00

SO CUUUUUUUUUUUTE

2008-06-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

Such an uneventful shopping trip! I didn't buy a thing at petaling street! That was how depressing it was. I wanted the translucent red adidas digital watch, but BLOODY HELL. They had ALL the colours EXCEPT red! LOUSY ASS BUGGERS! Yellow, orange, purple, green, blue , pink and black BUT NO RED. I was so depressed. But I got two wallets for 10ringgit at melaka, so ok laa... I felt a little bit better...

TADAA!!
My animal printed leather wallet! It's actually ikan pari skin. So hence the shiny-ness and white dots in the picture. Rmb, I'm against animal fur, but pro-leather! Though I have no idea where ikan pari is classified under.

LAWAR KAAAN??? I LOVE THIS WALLET.

My Tanglin flea market purse. Real snake skin :) Woohoo.

2008-06-23T07:51:00.001-07:00

YEAAAAY!! SO FUN. Ok, since we missed the registration for the july bazaar, we sign up for the august one k? SO START DIGGING YOUR CLOTHES OUT OF YOUR CUPBOARD NOW! YEAAA MAAAAAN. Ok, so it's me, my sister, Nad, Nas and Farah. I'll ask my aunts and colleagues to join oso so that we'll pay less. So IF they agree, that's 9 of us and we'll each only have to pay $7.80. And over the 2 saturdays, I'm sure we can generate enough moolah to make us feel richer (and not to mention more cupboard space for new clothes. Nyeheheheheheh)

2008-06-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

LETS SET UP A STALL AT TANGLIN FLEA MARKET!!

I SO need to clear out all my clothes which has been collecting dust in my peruk drawer. It's $70 for 2 saturdays. But I'm asking other people to join and sell their stuff too. So more people, the less each of us has to pay! Korang nak tak? Cos so far I have 5 other people in mind but I haven't asked cos I'm waiting for the go ahead signal from korang. Haha. JOIN AH! It's gg to be fun!! :D

2008-06-09T06:36:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS THE HLLTRNTY LEPAK DAY!!

We had spaghetti and baked fish at my house. And Nad and Nas were nice enough to bring shepherd's pie and ice cream! Thank you korang!! :)

We spent 2hours eating... But this was probably because we were watching Yamakasi.

Number of dvds Nas brought: 6
Number of dvds Nad brought: 1

Success rate of watching Nas's dvds: -30%
Success rate of watching Nad's dvd: >100%

Tak berguna la your dvds nas. HAHA.

Spent about another 2 hours talking about nothing and laughing at every single thing. But I forgot about what... But i KNOW it was funny.. Then we went to TM to shop abit... NAD! YOU DIDNT BUY ANYTHING!! Picture time!

Happy and full.
Nas's sempat moments.

#1

#2

#3

Our faceless picture!
No idea what's going on...

Nas's drunken moment #198632981076

Nas, today you quite unglam ah...

2008-06-08T06:01:00.000-07:00

I WENT SHOE SHOPPING!!! And oh gosh, I feel like Nas now with her million and one pairs of shoes. 2 Mondo shoes for 10 bucks each! Aaaaand, I finally got the pair of jeans I bought for my sister on ebay. 7 bucks for Dorothy Perkins jeans! I'm so happyyy.

The John Little sale at expo is bloody boring.

It's been a week since I stopped working and I'M BLOODY BORED.

AIN! WHEN ARE WE GOING TO BUGIS?? I NEED MY JEANS!! :))

Tmr Nad and Nas are coming over for lunch and when I told them that I was cooking:

Nas: Laksa eh?
Nad: Cheehbah! I was expecting roti with nutella. Or Laksa basi..

WALAU. Nice bunch of friends eh. The laksa wasn't basi ok! My stomach was just allergic to something in it.

ANYWAY, I'm so excited for tmr! :)

2008-06-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

Today was SO FUN :)

After work, Vas, Pauline, Jo, Astrid, Vanessa and myself went to bugis cos we wanted to eat at Zam Zam. But when we reached Bugis, Vas said that she needed to buy shoes. So ok. Followed her to the shops on the outskirts of bugis street, where I bought a pair of GORGEOUS striped flats for 13bucks, Jo bought pants for 15bucks and Vas bought a spaghetti strap for 8bucks. You could tell that we were veeeeerrryyyy focused. Still determined, we went across to BHG where Vas finally got her shoes.

Then at Zam Zam, we demolished our murtabak and bee hoon goreng within 15minutes. Not bad for a group of girls. HAHA. So when we left Zam Zam, it was barely 8 la! Took some photos, sent Vas and Jo off and the 4 young girls were free to roam.

We immediately headed over to Bugis Junction to check out Diva, Accesorize, Aldo, Dorothy Perkins, Topshop etc... But we hit the jackpot when we went up to the 3rd floor and found this shop selling mainly watches. We went absolutely berserk. So in the end, after much agony, decision making and modeling, we each got a watch for 9 bucks. SO HAPPYYYY. Nothing can beat the feeling of satisfaction maaaan.

HOW COME WE WAITED UNTIL MY LAST DAY OF WORK TO GO OUT SHOPPING AH???

This wednesday night, tulang at beach rd!! :))

And the best part was when I reached home and my mum said that I had gotten a letter from MJ :)

Outstanding Leader for Sports.

Really unexpected.. Never thought that I would get it. But I'm happy cos my daddy gave me a huuuuuuge hug and I know he's proud of me :))

2008-05-31T19:40:00.000-07:00

Tmr's my last day at work... It's such a bitter sweet feeling cos I'll miss the rubbishy good times and merepek bitching sessions with Natalie and Vanessa.

The lunches with Vas and Pauline.

The mimicking of the Filipino accent with Elena, Ivy and Loutes.

I'll miss Jo calling me adik.

Screaming 'SELAMAT PAGI CIK ASMAH!!' every morning.

Walking around B2 with Shafar and after work pantry talks.

Sending things up to the ward which meant touring the damn hospital during working hours with Shafar.

The insane laughing Nat can invoke.

The porters calling me darling.

Pauline calling me darling.

Staying back, doing OT everyday because we were helping one of us complete the paper work for the returns.

Cik Ariffin for showing me the secret passage way to IP.

Shafar for saving me when I had no idea how to get to PACU.

The chinese/mandrin/hokkien speaking aunties who had to put up with my constant bo-chap whack at their language :)

Going crazy with Celine and Jenny.

30cents drink and B1 sessions.

Laughing at Ivy when she sings, raps and dances.

Rubbish talks and insane laughing with Astrid.

50% off Starbucks!!

Yee Tian for being an absolute darling and putting up with 15 girls.

Going to OP and stealing their stuff.

Staff discount at 7-11, Delifrance and Kopitiam.

Our daily 'where are we going for lunch' dilemma.

Nat and her stupid green lorry.

Damn... So many good memories..

Vanessa: Azy, would you date a hairy man or a stalker?
Me: What kind of option is that?!

Me: Vas, how do they make curly fries curly?
Vas: They went for a perm.

Nat: Azy, last night was AMAZING.
Me: -_-'"

Vanessa: Yee Tian! How was the audit?
Yee Tian: Only left one ball hanging.

Me: I love it when people call me darling!
Vanessa: Darling...
Me: Ee. You don't.

Vas: Sorry Azli, they only have discount for girls.
Azli: Set ah, besok aku pakai skirt.

Vanessa: Nat, I like your top.
Nat: Thank yo-
Vanessa: It looks like a parachute.

Vanessa: Azy, I like your top.
Me: Thank yo-
Vanessa: It looks like a picnic mat.

WHO KNEW THAT VANESSA COULD BE SO BITCHY! Hahahahaha.

I went to working thinking that I'll only make money. I didn't expect to make so many good friends. Thank you for making my days working at TTSH IP absolutely wonderful. Don't be surprised if I cry tmr :)