Friday, November 13, 2009 ♥
It still hurts.
I woke up with an even heavier heart.
When will the pain stop?Tell me you hate me, tell me I was the worst, tell me I treated you badly. Give me hate, give me spite, give me bitterness because I can use that to build the wall around my heart to keep it safe. But by telling me that you still love me, prevents me from building that wall, from keeping my heart safe and worst of all, it makes me feel.
I don't want to feel. It gives me hope. Something I don't want to have because I know I'll be weak enough to believe in it. And in the end, I'll be left broken even more.
There is no future. You said so yourself. But you also said that we'll make our relationship work. Which one do I believe?
Make the pain stop. Please.